https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com 119375118 7/30 - San Diego Tickets Got a lot of messages about doing another SoCal date and/or Tijuana. Hopefully this can be reached by both sides. Professional sound at a secret location, sent day of. This one will be incredibly special as it’s where I started this journey making music as Blessure Grave in 2008. Tickets are $36 but 6 bucks of it is calculated at checked out. Can’t seem to turn shipping off so that’s just the way I’m doing it. I have to rent the space and PA so this hasn’t been cheap to do but my SD supporters will be very happy with what people have come together to curate. Very limited capacity. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/730-san-diego-tickets https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/424972287/IMG_6055.jpeg 119375118 new in stock 119328495 9/11 - Portland Tickets Secret venue. 100 capacity. Address sent day off. Playing for 90 plus minutes covering the entire span of the Soft Kill and Blessure Grave catalogs plus the stories behind them and the last year of insanity. Adequate security and professional sound to ensure the right experience for everyone who attends. All money to the artist. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/9-portland-tickets https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/424817883/IMG_5972.webp 119328495 new in stock 119325678 9/18 - NYC Tickets Secret venue. Address sent day of. Secret opener. This show is gonna be crazy. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/8-nyc-tickets https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/425071530/0E749B25-1AF1-44B0-9685-2CC08928E5AC.png 119325678 new in stock 119324823 8/21 - Denver Tickets Secret venue. 100 capacity. Address sent day off. Playing for 90 plus minutes covering the entire span of the Soft Kill and Blessure Grave catalogs plus the stories behind them and the last year of insanity. Adequate security and professional sound to ensure the right experience for everyone who attends. All money to the artist. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/821-denver-tickets https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/424799376/A42D5D95-280D-4DAD-B21C-614D104FDA68.png 119324823 new in stock 119293329 7/31 - Los Angeles Tickets This is the only LA show for 2026. Private venue with professional sound and very limited capacity. If you went to our Footsies gig in 2022, you know the vibe. Address sent day of. Surprise opener. All money to the artists. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/731-los-angeles-tickets https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/424681125/AD345593-DCFA-4152-B2E5-57B36CB57A97.png 119293329 new out of stock 119100612 Baby Devil Lyric Sheet Two unused test press covers from the “Another Nightmare” 7” that I’ll hand decorate with lyrics around the art. Pick a song. 40.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/baby-devil-lyric-sheet https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423999003/IMG_5689.jpeg 119100612 new in stock 119099622 Original Cassette Art & Templates All three of these are art by yours truly. The Criminal World art is the original with lots of glue, white out and pen. This was used to make all the covers. The “Grandview” and “Feel of the Knife” sheets are not the original art but rather the master sheets used for the photocopies. Happy to sign all of this stuff at your request. Email me at softkillforever@gmail.com and make an offer. Shipped flat. 75.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/original-cassette-art-templates https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423994029/IMG_5690.jpeg https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423994020/IMG_5685.jpeg,https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423994023/IMG_5686.jpeg,https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423994026/IMG_5691.jpeg 119099622 new out of stock 119097198 Hand Written Lyric Sheet Pick a song and I’ll hand write the lyrics on fancy ass paper with title and signature. I get asked for this stuff a lot and have always felt conflicted offering it but times are uh-changing as they say. I didn’t know what to set as a price. If you wanna pay less just email me softkillforever@gmail.com and we’ll go from there. Shipped flat. 40.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/hand-written-lyric-sheet https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423986331/IMG_7576.jpeg 119097198 new in stock 119080218 “New Age” 7” (Rejected Art 1/1) This copy of “New Age” is on solid green vinyl with a green photo copied sleeve featuring alternate art that never got used. Included is the original art as well, which is slightly oversized. Feel free to email me at softkillforever@gmail.com and make an offer. Ships within 48 hours. 100.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/new-age-7-rejected-art-11 https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423994017/IMG_5683.jpeg 119080218 new out of stock 119063043 Original "Vein Hunter w/ Cards" Drawing by Rue To keep the ship moving into murky waters, I'm letting go of some art from my dwindling collection of Soft Kill stuff. This one never got used from what I remember. Maybe I’m wrong? Original art by Rue. Price is negotiable and based on what I paid for it. Email me at softkillforever@gmail.com to discuss. Will come priority shipped flat between two heavy pieces of cardboard. 200.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/original-vein-hunter-w-cards-drawing-by-rue https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423994008/IMG_5687.jpeg 119063043 new in stock 119063031 Original "Clown" Drawing by Rue To keep the ship moving into murky waters, I'm letting go of some art from my dwindling collection of Soft Kill stuff. This is the original drawing of the "Clown" which we used for a t-shirt around the release of "Dead Kids, R.I.P. City". This was a concept I came up with that Rue executed beautifully, showing the average American family and how Big Pharma feeds us pharmaceutical dope in the comfort of our homes. Price is negotiable and based off what I paid for it. Email me at softkillforever@gmail.com to discuss. Will come priority shipped flat between two heavy pieces of cardboard. 200.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/original-clown-drawing-by-rue https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423993984/IMG_5696.jpeg https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423993981/IMG_5695.jpeg 119063031 new in stock 119063019 Original "Vein Hunter" Drawing by Rue To keep the ship moving into murky waters, I'm letting go of some art from my dwindling collection of Soft Kill stuff. This is the original drawing of the "Vein Hunter" which we used for all sorts of merch as well as the cover of the "Dead Kids Demos". It is black pen on white paper and measures 8.5" x 11" but is taped to a larger piece of paper covered with sketches of potential Soft Kill logos on the back. Drawn by the remarkable Rue who did all the art for "Dead Kids, R.I.P. City" and a lot of the merch, backdrops, logos, etc. from that time. Price is negotiable and based off what I paid for it. Email me at softkillforever@gmail.com to discuss. Will come priority shipped flat between two heavy pieces of cardboard. 200.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/original-vein-hunter-drawing-by-rue https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423993948/IMG_5693.jpeg https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423993951/IMG_5692.jpeg 119063019 new out of stock 119062983 "Cancel Culture" T-Shirt 48 hour preorder. These will definitely ship before the 15th. Printed locally on black Comfort Colors 1717 tees. Two-sided. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/cancel-culture-t-shirt https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/423986454/7F236881-9702-4E4B-8920-ED72EDD5B938.png 119062983 new out of stock 117711921 “Watch It Burn” LP (Hand Drawn Cover #/6) Each one different. Hand drawn and signed. Numbered out of 6. In hand and shipping now. 100.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/watch-it-burn-lp-hand-drawn-cover-6 https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/418979868/IMG_3193.jpeg 117711921 new out of stock 117320667 "Choke" Hoodie Printed on Champion brand sweatshirts. 3 week preorder. If you ordered one from "the other store" send me your receipt and size and I'll print extras to fill those orders. softkillforever@gmail.com 60.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/choke-hoodie https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/417549720/6C27C34E-7748-4048-9BE4-6D4622467830.jpeg.webp 117320667 new in stock 117255909 "Choke" 2xLP (10th Anniversary) Test Pressing [PREORDER] Note: THIS IS A PREORDER! Unfortunately this is the business model that's working for me right to get stuff back in print and pay the bills. I deeply appreciate the patience and support and promise a lot of love went into making this release perfect despite the circumstances. Turn around time is about 8 weeks. ************************************************************** To celebrate 10 years of "Choke" I'm finally releasing it as a 2xLP for the first time featuring all of the demos which have never been compiled on vinyl before. This is a one time pressing of 500 copies with 18 test pressings. This is the only pressing that will feature the original art I made in a PSU dorm room back in 2016. I don't know what to say about this record and my experience of making music after it was released but I'm eternally grateful for these songs and the awful circumstances that birthed them. The demos cover the years of 2010 up until we walked into the studio in June of 2016 and include "Dream Alone" which never made the album because someone didn't feel like learning it. The standard packaging for this release is a matte-flooded wide spine jacket with a half-page booklet featuring original art, photos and the story of making this record that reads more true crime than band biography. No colored vinyl. Test pressing with fold-over, silk-screened sleeve, hand-numbered out of 18. Printed by ++++ +++ in Cleveland, OH. LP1: ORIGINAL STUDIO ALBUM 1. Whirl 2. Frankie 3. Wake Up 4. On The Inside (feat. Mark Burgess) 5. Lost 6. I'm Beside You 7. Choke 8. Feel of the Knife LP2: DEMOS 1. Whirl (Vocal Demo 2015) 2. Frankie (Demo 2015) 3. Wake Up (Demo 2015) 4. On The Inside (Demo 2015) 5. Lost (Demo 2010) 6. I'm Beside You (Demo 2016) 7. Dream Alone (Demo 2014) 8. Choke (Demo 2016) 9. Feel of the Knife (Demo 2011) Art by Tobias Grave. Lamer World 006. 120.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/choke-2xlp-10th-anniversary-test-pressing-preorder https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/417469215/658E21DB-27F3-4E63-9D21-48264FE135BA.jpeg 117255909 new out of stock 117255885 "Choke" 2xLP (10th Anniversary) Reg. Cover /250 [PREORDER] Note: THIS IS A PREORDER! Unfortunately this is the business model that's working for me right to get stuff back in print and pay the bills. I deeply appreciate the patience and support and promise a lot of love went into making this release perfect despite the circumstances. ************************************************************** To celebrate 10 years of "Choke" I'm finally releasing it as a 2xLP for the first time featuring all of the demos which have never been compiled on vinyl before. This is a one time pressing of 500 copies with 18 test pressings. This is the only pressing that will feature the original art I made in a PSU dorm room back in 2016. I don't know what to say about this record and my experience of making music after it was released but I'm eternally grateful for these songs and the awful circumstances that birthed them. The demos cover the years of 2010 up until we walked into the studio in June of 2016 and include "Dream Alone" which never made the album because someone didn't feel like learning it. The standard packaging for this release is a matte-flooded wide spine jacket with a half-page booklet featuring original art, photos and the story of making this record that reads more true crime than band biography. No colored vinyl. This is the standard edition with hand numbered jacket out of 250. LP1: ORIGINAL STUDIO ALBUM 1. Whirl 2. Frankie 3. Wake Up 4. On The Inside (feat. Mark Burgess) 5. Lost 6. I'm Beside You 7. Choke 8. Feel of the Knife LP2: DEMOS 1. Whirl (Vocal Demo 2015) 2. Frankie (Demo 2015) 3. Wake Up (Demo 2015) 4. On The Inside (Demo 2015) 5. Lost (Demo 2010) 6. I'm Beside You (Demo 2016) 7. Dream Alone (Demo 2014) 8. Choke (Demo 2016) 9. Feel of the Knife (Demo 2011) Art by Tobias Grave. Lamer World 006. 40.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/choke-2xlp-10th-anniversary-obi-3-preorder https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/417469197/F5CD1CBD-94B9-4799-9E49-BBBD7D1CF9CE.jpeg 117255885 new in stock 117255804 "Choke" 2xLP (10th Anniversary) Green Cover /150 [PREORDER} Note: THIS IS A PREORDER! Unfortunately this is the business model that's working for me right to get stuff back in print and pay the bills. I deeply appreciate the patience and support and promise a lot of love went into making this release perfect despite the circumstances. ************************************************************** To celebrate 10 years of "Choke" I'm finally releasing it as a 2xLP for the first time featuring all of the demos which have never been compiled on vinyl before. This is a one time pressing of 500 copies with 18 test pressings. This is the only pressing that will feature the original art I made in a PSU dorm room back in 2016. I don't know what to say about this record and my experience of making music after it was released but I'm eternally grateful for these songs and the awful circumstances that birthed them. The demos cover the years of 2010 up until we walked into the studio in June of 2016 and include "Dream Alone" which never made the album because someone didn't feel like learning it. The standard packaging for this release is a matte-flooded wide spine jacket with a half-page booklet featuring original art, photos and the story of making this record that reads more true crime than band biography. No colored vinyl. This version features a metallic emerald on black silk-screened sleeve that's hand numbered out of 150. It includes the standard packaging and booklet as well. LP1: ORIGINAL STUDIO ALBUM 1. Whirl 2. Frankie 3. Wake Up 4. On The Inside (feat. Mark Burgess) 5. Lost 6. I'm Beside You 7. Choke 8. Feel of the Knife LP2: DEMOS 1. Whirl (Vocal Demo 2015) 2. Frankie (Demo 2015) 3. Wake Up (Demo 2015) 4. On The Inside (Demo 2015) 5. Lost (Demo 2010) 6. I'm Beside You (Demo 2016) 7. Dream Alone (Demo 2014) 8. Choke (Demo 2016) 9. Feel of the Knife (Demo 2011) Art by Tobias Grave. Lamer World 006. 40.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/choke-2xlp-10th-anniversary-obi-2-preorder https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/417469182/06CAB324-835D-44CE-BE42-B7A59D7A5BBD.jpeg 117255804 new out of stock 117255786 "Choke" 2xLP (10th Anniversary) Gold Cover /100 [PREORDER] Note: THIS IS A PREORDER! Unfortunately this is the business model that's working for me right to get stuff back in print and pay the bills. I deeply appreciate the patience and support and promise a lot of love went into making this release perfect despite the circumstances. ************************************************************** To celebrate 10 years of "Choke" I'm finally releasing it as a 2xLP for the first time featuring all of the demos which have never been compiled on vinyl before. This is a one time pressing of 500 copies with 18 test pressings. This is the only pressing that will feature the original art I made in a PSU dorm room back in 2016. I don't know what to say about this record and my experience of making music after it was released but I'm eternally grateful for these songs and the awful circumstances that birthed them. The demos cover the years of 2010 up until we walked into the studio in June of 2016 and include "Dream Alone" which never made the album because someone didn't feel like learning it. The standard packaging for this release is a matte-flooded wide spine jacket with a half-page booklet featuring original art, photos and the story of making this record that reads more true crime than band biography. No colored vinyl. This version features a gold on black silk-screened sleeve that's hand numbered out of 100. It includes the standard packaging and booklet as well. LP1: ORIGINAL STUDIO ALBUM 1. Whirl 2. Frankie 3. Wake Up 4. On The Inside (feat. Mark Burgess) 5. Lost 6. I'm Beside You 7. Choke 8. Feel of the Knife LP2: DEMOS 1. Whirl (Vocal Demo 2015) 2. Frankie (Demo 2015) 3. Wake Up (Demo 2015) 4. On The Inside (Demo 2015) 5. Lost (Demo 2010) 6. I'm Beside You (Demo 2016) 7. Dream Alone (Demo 2014) 8. Choke (Demo 2016) 9. Feel of the Knife (Demo 2011) Art by Tobias Grave. Lamer World 006. 40.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/choke-2xlp-10th-anniversary-obi-1-preorder https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/417469173/E311ECF8-4CBB-46E2-8161-1D3F750EC1D9.jpeg 117255786 new out of stock 116097867 "Feel This High" 12" Maxi-Single Note: this is a preorder and is delayed but will ship soon. Test presses have been approved. With "Watch It Burn" being more a statement of rebellion than proper album, "Feel This High" serves as the formal follow up to 2024's "Escape Forever" and "Roseland" releases. Whereas "Escape Forever" reveled in teenage nostalgia, "Feel This High" exists in the present day. "Cullerton Girls" takes 1980's Bruce Springsteen and removes half his brain, examining love for those who feel nothing as read by Joey Ramone. The "TNT Version" of "Feel This High" removes all the urgency of day and reimagines it behind closed doors without losing any of the original's intent. 1. Feel This High 2. Cullerton Girls 3. Feel This High (TNT Version) "Feel This High" is limited to 300 copies on neon coral vinyl and will not be repressed. It features a professionally printed jacket with numerous inserts, a surprise and each copy is hand numbered. Produced, mixed and mastered by Trey Frye. This is Lamer World 004. 19.99 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/feel-this-high-12-maxi-single https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/413887707/IMG_1321.jpeg 116097867 new out of stock 115844235 "Watch It Burn" LP IN HAND AND SHIPPING NOW. This is the last 7 copies. No repress. **************************************** The semi-official followup to 2024's "Escape Forever", "Watch It Burn" compiles songs of bitter love and poisoned spirit. Recorded entirely in the basement in strikingly bad mono, this is for the fans whose preferred cup of SK tea is "Premium Drifter" or "Circle of Trees". This was a record made from a desperate place within my means and I'm proud to share these songs. 1. Heartache & Pain 2. Gates of Hell (feat. Elwood Francis) 3. Michigan City Blues 4. Coward 5. What Would God Replace? 6. Certified Hater Boy 7. Forever Coming Soon 8. I'm Your Puppet 9. Paper Byrds in the Trap 10. Tweekkz Speaks 11. Danzig's House 12. Watch It Burn Limited to less than 306 copies on heavyweight black vinyl. Hand numbered insert. This is Lamer World 001. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/watch-it-burn-lp-preorder https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/412637949/1CFDB2BC-01FF-4FF1-B075-611640CDC870.JPG 115844235 new out of stock 115164996 "Dancing On Glass" T-Shirt White print on charcoal gray Comfort Colors 1717 tees. If you are still owed one of these, they are coming in this batch. This is a two week preorder. 30.00 USD https://softkillforever.bigcartel.com/product/dancing-on-glass-t-shirt https://assets.bigcartel.com/product_images/410358735/788BE2EA-AE53-4164-9AE3-EBDB2023073C.jpeg.webp 115164996 new in stock